very depressing

Very depressing again after we lost 1 family member.

Feeling very stress again now with all this emotional family problems.
真的很煩人!

Don't feel like talking, not even to share stories with my close friends. Basically no energy to talk.... I use to able to eat food I like then I forget abt trouble now no appetite. Food don't appeal to me anymore... big gal nw, i don't drink to drown my sorrows now also. But 1-2 can at times @void deck stil ok. I feel really sad.... really unhappy.

My two new hobbies now tennis & beach volleyball.