I loves my family. It's the first year I completed my study loan repayment, hence I bought X'mas present for all in my family. But, had to do a second buy for my two lovely nephews becoz the papa say the present I got for them was so wrong! Well, when it comes to selecting present for kids/babies we never need to be so serious right. Anyway, I still think there's really nothing wrong with the present I chose hee. hmm, their papa was just too narrow-minded. Can't pleased everyone rite?! I'll jus contribute money for gd dinner next time, simplest way.
But, wasn't really a well celebrated get together, becoz of a no. of reasons.. (boring stuffs, skip the explaination)
I did a BIG SPRING CLEANING for my room yesterday. Pack away the old clothes hang out the newer ones. Sorting & tidying up my room. It's neater, cleaner, feel even more comfortable now :) Though I always dust my room weekly but last nite was a big cleaning up, mind & room hehe~ While you pack & clear-out useless old stuffs, your mind's also cleaning up, you are more aware of yourself, how much I've change & become. .. over time.. . Really notice alot about myself. Coz, it's been so long.. , my mind always thought of somebody & feeling sad. I've neglected alot of other things. I've survived! I am a stronger, firmer, more confident person than before now :) Can see better nw (not literally) I've grown-up & learnt alot from no of setback. I had my mobile no. change one point of time, becoz I thought I needed quiet time to think things though. To rebuilt my confident, to nurse my souls. & I know by doing so, I guess I make a percenta of those who sincerely care abt me confused & worried with my MIA.. thingy. Well, well, I still need to despite so. Pyschologically, going into hibernation will do myself gd. I'll contact them back, won't be too long.

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